Projection. You don’t know my age, my background, who I know, where I was or how I feel.
If anyone has made plain their crush and emotional response it is you in your comments.
I laid the story out based upon extensive research and backed it up with sources.
You have not given sources for what you seem to think is an “expert” opinion on how drugs work.
I’ve researched enough scientific medical studies to find at least two cases of men similar in age who were regular users of heroin and cocaine. Their autopsy reports show a different report on the long term effects of regular drug users. Effects that were not present in River’s autopsy.
I didn’t care to publish 8 months worth of study of the medical journals I researched as they were not the focal point of the article, the two that I found to be the most similar were enough.